Valborg

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Hello everybody!

Long time, no see. Since my last blogg, Ive been in Denmark having that knee-surgery Ive been talking about. Was there for 8 days: went to Denmark the 22.Mars. My mother went with me, and the first couple of days, we were in Silkeborg, a town near by the town where I had the surgery. My sister lives there with here boyfriend, and this was my first time there. And I must admitt that I got a whole other (more positive) view on Denmark, as Jylland is much more likeble than the capital area (from my opinion). The days in Silkeborg were great: we shopped alot, meet my sister´s boyfriend´s family, partied and just had a great time. My father also showed up the day after us, as he was travelling to Angola, where his ship is (He´s a sailor). Great that we could be there all togeather!

On Sunday (25.Mars) my father went to Angola and me and my mum went to Kolding, where we stayed at the PatientHotell, which in on the Hospital. On monday, I was to pre check for the operation and on Tuesday I got it. Everything went well, and I was actually not in such pain as I had imagine I would be in. But then again, I was so doped, that I don´t believe that I COULD feel anything :) Well, I was supposed to go home on thursday, but as I passed out severel time during the night, they wouldn´t let me more. After they had runned some tests, they found out that I had gotten an overdosis of morfin - so I was lucky to get off this easily !!!

On friday I got home, and the travel back to the Faroe Islands was TERRIBLE! We had to travel with airplain, taxi, train and busses. And my knee hurst SO much, and I couldn´t walk (was in a wheelchair), and my mother had to push me around AND carry all of our things. I don´t know what I would do with out her, she truely is an Angel!!!

Well, we got home at last after an 12 hours long travel, and I swear that I have never been happier to lye in my own bed than that night. MY GOD it was good to be back home !!!

And I still thank Jesus that everything went so well with the operation. Im getting better every day, and I am really looking forward to the day I can walk without any support and without pain :)

Hiii!

So, here I am again. Been a while since my last blog, I can see, but there hasn´t really happent much since then. Or well, last saturday, Me, Pól Esper and Obur (a friend of Pól Esper´s) went out. First, we were at Café Natúr. Later, we went to Eclipse, where I met my friends, and it was really great actually. And the Saturday after that, me and Pól Esper were in Runavík to a gallaparty (sportgalla). That was nice as well, even though I didn´t know many people there, as it was a local party. But we ate, danced and joked around, so it was fun!

Since my last blog, I have also been in Denmark to that PhotoShop course. It was really good. I learned alot and got to know some new people, such as Paula and Helena, who are faroese as well and work at PhotoCare in Klaksvík.

Well, I havn´t really got the time to make a "real" blog right now, so I just write something more tomorrow. Because now when I think about it, there has happent something since my last blog.

-Val

P.s. Here is a picture from the Gallaparty last weekend. Hehe I KNOW, I look like a jerk !!! =o)

Hiii!

So, here I am again. Been a while since my last blog, I can see, but there hasn´t really happent much since then. Or well, last saturday, Me, Pól Esper and Obur (a friend of Pól Esper´s) went out. First, we were at Café Natúr. Later, we went to Eclipse, where I met my friends, and it was really great actually. And the Saturday after that, me and Pól Esper were in Runavík to a gallaparty (sportgalla). That was nice as well, even though I didn´t know many people there, as it was a local party. But we ate, danced and joked around, so it was fun!

Since my last blog, I have also been in Denmark to that PhotoShop course. It was really good. I learned alot and got to know some new people, such as Paula and Helena, who are faroese as well and work at PhotoCare in Klaksvík.

Well, I havn´t really got the time to make a "real" blog right now, so I just write something more tomorrow. Because now when I think about it, there has happent something since my last blog.

-Val

P.s. Here is a picture from the Gallaparty last weekend. Hehe I KNOW, I look like a jerk !!! =o)

Helloo again!

½ an hour untill weekend: Wuhuuu! =o) (Im at work today)!

Yesterday, we had planned to go out to bowl with our old class (from public school), but instead, we went to Guðrun´s place to party. Or well, the others partied, as I couldn´t because I had to get up to work today. A bit boring, but on the other hand, it doesn´t matter all that much. I didn´t really feel like drinking yesterday. But perhaps today ? I don´t know. I havn´t really found myself a stabil relationship with alcohol yet I think. 5 years ago, I was the ultimate party-girl. Now, I don´t even feel like drinking a beer! (What´s wrong with me?) - But perhaps Im just over that (Hm, do you ever "get over" partying ?)

I just talked to Pól Esper, and he´s coming to Havnar in a little while. He asked me to come and watch som gymnastic with him, which starts at 15 o'clock, but I don´t know if I could go. I really have to work out today, because Im going to Denmark on monday, which meens that I won´t be able to work out for 4 days. I have to work out as much as possible, so that Im in the best shape possible for the operation. He also asked me if I wanted to go to Sørvágs to Sørvágs tomorrow, sleep over and then go to the airport from there, but I really don´t feel like doing that, and I told him. Now Im just thinking, what if im getting boring ? Seems like Im not in to anything anymore.. Or that I only do things that I want to. My I selfish?

Well, it´s 14 o'clock now = weekend!

Tutles =o)

So, today I got my fly ticket and program for the curse in Denmark for next week. Im leaving on monday (at 11) and the curse will start on tuesday. Everyone are staying at the same place, the school, so I am really looking forward to it. Hope it will be fun and that I will learn a lot. I will be back in the Faroe Island on thursday, so I won´t be away for long. I am planning to visit my sister, Alma, while Im there. She lives in the town next to where Im going, so hopefully I get to see her. My other sister, Rúna, lives in Copenhagen, which is to far away from Århus, so I will probably not see her. But that´s okay.. Im going to Denmark again in mars, so I will probably see her then :)

When I woke up this morning, I looked like a snowman. Sometimes I do, and I don´t really know why. But I think it has something to do with the fact, that I sometimes eat far to much salt. Because every time I wake up like this, I have been eating a lot of salt, just like I did yesterday. And it is really uncomfortable: My head looks like a ballon and I feel really heavy in my head and body. I hope it will go away during the day, because I look like shit, and tonight is our reunion with the old class from public school. We´re going out to bowl and probably to party after wards. But I have to get up to work tomorrow, so there wont be that much party for me.

-Val

So, today I got my flyticket and program for the curse in Denmark for next week. Im leaving on monday (at 11) and the curse will start on thusday. Everyone are staying at the same place, the school, so I am really looking forward to it. Hope it will be fun and that I will learn a lot. I will be back in the Faroe Island on thursday, so I won´t be away for long. I am planning to visit my sister, Alma, while Im there. She lives in the town next to where Im going, so hopefully I get to see her. My other sister, Rúna, lives in Copenhagen, which is to far away from Århus, so I will probably not see her. But that´s okay.. Im going to Denmark again in mars, so I will probably see her then :)

When I woke up this morning, I looked like a snowman. Sometimes I do, and I don´t really know why. But I think it has something to do with the fact, that I sometimes eat far to much salt. Because everytime I wake up like this, I have been eating a lot of salt, just like I did yesterday. And it is really unconfertable: My head looks like a ballon and I feel really heavy in my head and body. I hope it will go away during the day, because I look like shit, and tonight is our reunion with the old class from public school. We´re going out to bowl and probably to party afterwards. But I have to get up to work tomorrow, so there won´t be that much party for me.

-Val

Italy

Oh my God! I just feel like there is so much going on in my life right now. Or at least, there are really many things, I have to think about and decide now! First of all, I don´t know if I should stay here in the Faore Islands and take school here, or if I should go to Denmark and do it there. The good thing about doing it here would be that Pól Esper is already in the middle of his education here, so that he doesn´t have to stop here and start all over in Denmark. And I understand the language and the classes are small, so that the teacher has more time to each student. And I will live and eat for free, here at home and have all my friends around me. But it would also mean that I will live with my parents for like 2 more years, that I won´t experience anything new and that I wont get to live in Denmark which I had hoped, yet. Og, I don´t knoooow... I mean, I certainly want to go to Denmark, but it would be totally selfich of me to do so, as the best thing for Pól Esper would to be here in the Faroe Islands. I don´t know :(

And then, I think about if its stupid of me to have the knee operation now, because my knee is fine now, even if the crossband is broken. I can do everything except handball, football and other things where I twist my knee, but what if the operation goes wrong ? or it gets even worse than it is now? I cant stand the thought about going through all that pain again. And not being able to walk for severel months. But then again, I am risking to damage other parts of my knee, if I don´t take the operation... Oh, I dont know :(

And then I have to decide, weater to go to USA and Hawaii with my friends or not. I SO want to go, but they will leave during the first couple of days in Juni, and I don´t know if my knee will be got till that time. I have to have physioterapi for at least 3 months, which includes all of juni. And then there is Pól Esper. I have promised him to go and travel with him to eighter Athen or Rom this summer, but will I get the money to do everything ? I really wan´t to go with him and I certenly don´t want to dissapoint him!

Im a bit confused right now!!!

Anyways, my father who is a sailor just come back home this evening. He has been gone for 6 weeks, so it´s nice to see him again, even though I know that I enjoy it when he is not home, because he irritates me so much most days. But I love him and he knows that. I guess I just to old to live at home any longer, but I have to for some time yet. And I also know, that I should just be happy that I CAN live with my parents. It´s not everyone who are this lucky, so I feel terrible to complain about anything. Hm... Stupid me !!!!!

Well, I think I will go for a walk now. Need some fresh air and to feel my body for a while. Can´t sit still for too long :)

Byeyahaaalll =o)

Hello again!

Monday - already ! But I wont start again,hehe... You already know, how I think the time is passing faaaar to fast! So, did you all have a good weekend ? Mine was fine, actually. Relaxing... Well, saturday was a bit strange. But I´ll just start from the Friday: Was at work till 18´o-clock. Then I went to the fitness-center to work out. Was home around 8´o´clock. Pól Esper and Búgvi had been playing music at the local shopping-center during the day, so he was in town. He had been at Café Natúr with his friend, and around 21, he came to me. We planned to go and see a movie in the theatre, but as it didn´t start before 23:30, and he was really tired, we just droped it and watched a DVD at home. Nice and cosy =o)

Saturday was my day off, and I had been planning to go down town to shop and run some earinds. Pól Esper and´Búgvi were playing in the shoppingcenter (sms) that day as well, so I wanted to go and listen to them. But as I was on my way over there, he called me and said that they were already done. They had only played one hour, so I didn´t hear them. He picked me up, and wanted me to come to Miðlon with him. They had a sale there. But I really just wanted to do the things I had been planning...And I told him, that I had planned to do some things, and he said that it´s alright, and that he could just come with me. But I don´t want to do these things when he´s with me. Some things, I want to do on my own. I HATE to go out shopping with my boyfriend, because I can´t relax then, as I know that he´s standing outside waiting.. I can´t give myself the time I want to enjoy the time and thinking about everything... Well, I can´t explain it. I guess it´s a girl thing, because I know that some of my friends feel the same way. So I was a pit irritatet that I AGAIN didn´t get to do the things I wanted to spend my day off on. It´s like every time I get a day off, I spend it with him, so that I never get to do anything on my own. I guess that Im a girl, who need some time alone once in a while... Hm, quite often actually. How come, that I like it so much to be alone ? Maybe Im just strange,hehe.

Nevermind. At around 18 o'clock, Pól Esper asked me if I wanted to drive to an Island called Vágoy. Actually, that´s where I grew up, so I was really into that idea, as it has been ages since I was there. So I took the key to our summerhouse which we have in Sørvági - the village in which I grew up - and we drove there. Pól Esper had never seen the summerhouse, so I showed it to him and he really liked it "Valborg, we HAVE to go here sometimes". So we decided to go there in one of the following weekends. Then we went to Gásadalur, another small village on the Island, and that was really nice as I havn´t been there since I was like 7. When we came back to Tórshavn we just chilled and stayed at home. We had made some "fastalavint bollar", which are some cakes with creme and vanilla cream in between and chocholate on the top. NUMM ! Then we bought some kakao whith we warmed and made some hot chocholade with creme. Really cosy !

Sunday, Pól Esper went home around 13 o'clock and Jónvá, who had slept at my place, went home as well. She kind of lives with us, as I think I have talked about before, and that´s just great because she is so nice and I really love her. Around 16 o'clock I went to work out and afterwards, I talked to Eyð, one of my friends, and we decided to meet at Café Gallaríð Jinx around 20:30. And so we did. It was really nice just to sit and talk, drink coffe and just fool around. She invited me and Pól Esper to come with her and her boyfriend Ólavur, to their summerhouse in Leynum next weekend, if Pól Esper was into the idea of cource. So I am really looking forward to that! At 22:30, we went to the cinema to catch a movie. We went to see "The Prestige", and DAMN it was good! One of the best movies I have seen for a long time, even though I think I have been seing some good movies lately!

After the movie, we went home. So all in all, I think I had a nice weekend =o) Tutles..

Antoher day is about to be over. Where did it go ? It´s fucking freaky how fast the time goes these days...did it always go this fast ? Were the days always this short ? I don´t know. The only thing I DO know is that is goes faster than I want it to go! Well, nevermind... There´s nothing I can do about it anyway, so I just have to accept it and make the best out of it I guess.

I was in Skálabotnur last night. It was Valentine´s day (surprice, surprice!). We slept here at my place on the night before, so when we woke up yesterday (or I woke up, as I went up quietly, before he was awake) I propeared os a really nice and cosy breakfast, with candles and his favorite breakfast. I had bought him a cup which had an "I love you" printed on it, so I served him his tea in it. Jaja, totally silly, I know, but I guess that on Valentines day, we are aloud to be a bit silly, right ? =oP

So, I went to school and he went to school. But suddenly, he came back with this beautiful bucket of pink roses. The are beautiful, and I think it was very cute of him. When I got off from work, I borrowed my mum´s car and drove to Skálabotnur. His Mother made us pancakes (she makes the best - no, second best: my mum makes the best,hehe - pancakes in the world) and it was really cosy. Afterwards, we watched a movie, and then we drove out to "our" place - to the windmills in Toftir. It was a really beautiful night, and it was really romantic, as the sky was all clear and still, and full with twinkeling stars. Afterwards we went home and I slept there. Sooooo.... I was in Skálabotnur last night,hehe, which means, that I had to drive all the way to Havnar to get to work. I was here around 9óclock, and just as I came in the kitchen, Jónva woke up, so we had some breakfast and chatted a little. She is living here these days, as she is working here in Tórshavn now (at Café Natúr, where I also used to work, before I went to Iceland). She is great. We have known eachother since always, as we grew up in the same village. I am 2 years older than she tough, so I didn´t play THAT much with her when we were children. She has been more like a little sister to me and I really love her.

At work, something very strange happent: a man came in and he wanted me to take a picture of him, which he should use to a passport. Nothing strange with that, as I work at a photo shop. But as he was waiting for the picture to be made, he talkes to me and gives me a song that he has written - to praise the Lord. He gives me His blessings and tells me, that he is going to Denmark to have a heart operation. He tells me the details and askes me: "When is it you´re going?". I just stood there, watching him and thinking "How the he.. does he know that Im going to Denmark to have an operation as well?" And then ´he says: Pray to the Lord, because he is the great doctor. And I didn´t know what to say... I just said: "Yeah, only He can do it". And he said " that´s right, may he be with you". "And with you", I said. Then I gave him his 4 pictures, but he said. "No, I only need one"... And I said that he could have all 4, because he might have use for them later. Then he said, "no, I wont be using any more of these"... I am turning 90 years old next month". I just gasped: "You´re kidding, right ?" I said. He didn´t look a day older than 75. "No, no I meen it" he said. Then he wished me all the best and said that the Lord was with me. And then he went out.

I was really shocked after this. I meen... 3 days ago, I had one of these days, when you just think about life and the meaning of life. And I got a bit angry, as I felt so stupid, because really, I dont get it. Why the he.. are we here`? What is the meaning of life ? IS there any meaning ? And I prayed, as I sometimes do, and said: Lord, I really meen it this time, and you know it. I have to have an obvious sign from you, to show me that you truely exist, if I shall maintain my faith in you. And you know it´s true, because my doubt is so huge. Give me a sighn, so that I can know.

And then this happens.. 3 days after. Of course, Im thinking now: of course it doesn´t have any connection with this. But then again, I can´t stop thinking: how obvious do I want His signs to be ? I even got the old man´s name: Thomas Krøg. A nice man, with glasses, bierd and gray hair. And I have the song right here beside me. I will scan it in tomorrow and attach it to this side.... Maybe it´s just me going crazy here. Maybe I´m just tired. I am going to bed.

Tutles !

Time to update again :) So, what have I been doing these last couple of days ? Well, I think my last update was on saturday, which was a great day. I was at work, in the fitness center and later on, I went downtown with my best friend - Beinta - and her cousin Elmar and his friend Suni. It was really nice. I didn´t drink very much, just one drink and 1 shoot of Gajol, because I knew I was going to Skálabotn with Pól Esper afterwards. He and his younger brother played at Café Natúr. They played there the whole weekend, and it sounded really good. I love their music. We went down to the café at about 24:30, and my friend Jónvá worked in the bar, so I got us all some free drinks. About 2 o clock, when´Pól Esper was done playing, we went to buy Pizza and then went to Skálabotn.

On sunday, we just "chilled" the whole day. We watched Prison brake, went for a walk on the beach (they have the cutest dog) with their dog, etc. And we went to Havnar later in the evening.

But I have to go now... I write more later. See you

Helloooww..!

So, here I am again. At work. I get off at 2'o'clock today, so that´s really nice. I think that I will go to the fitness center afterwards and work out a little today. Maybe we will go out to party to night, my friend Beinta asked me to come, so maybe. I don´t know why, but I don´t feel very much like drinking these days. And that´s just STRANGE, because I used to be known as a "party-girl". I was ALWAYS at parties in the weekends as I was "younger". But maybe I just got enough. I think that after I graduated in summer, I havn´t felt like drinking. We were drinking for 10 days in a row then, right before I went to Iceland actually, and I just got really sick after it. Think I had hangovers for a week afterwards, and I didn´t party much in Iceland eighter. But okay, I was always working during nights, during my stay in Iceland. But since I came back to the Faroe Islands, I have partied...well, much but not TO much.... 1-2 a month, and I think that´s enough for me now. It´s not the same anyway, going out now as when we were 16 and the thought that parties was what life was all about,hehe. Well, anyway, it´s GREAT to have a little buzz once in a while, but if I have to be as sick afterwards, as I become these days, I have to think about if it´s worth it or not :) Hm... What was it, I was talking about in the first place ? Oh yeah... going out tonight. Well, we were in Café Natúr last night. I didn´t drink anything, as I had borrowed my mothers new car (which I just LOVE). So I just drank soda. I wouldn´t drink anything anyhow, as I should work today. Anyhow, Pól Esper and Búgvi playd music in the Café. Mææn, they are getting good: think they just get better and better. Or is it just, because I am in love that I think they are so great ? No, everyone says that they are great, so I believe they must be :) Pól Esper as written me a song, "Í nátt", which he playd. And I cant help it, but I just MELT when he sings it. He´s great !!!

On thursday, me and Beinta were watching "Nynne", a danish movie which I would say is the danish anwser to "Sex and the City". But it was actually quite good: a real girls´ movie,hehe.

Oh, and by the way, my boss is sending me to Denmark in Febuary to a course. I am so exciting: 4 days in Denmark with out paying anything =o))) You know what that means ? SHOPPINGTIME !!! =o)
Denmark is almost as good as Iceland, when it comes to shopping: The clothes in Iceland are more... what should I say, trendy - original, with a lot of GREAT secondhand and vintage clothes. But it is EXPENCIVE! where as Denmark is a lot cheaper that Iceland and Faroe Island. But then again, wasn´t I supposed to save this months sallery ? *Suk*..Dilemma =o/ We´ll see... I can save some, and spend some =oP Yeah, I think that one will work,hehe.

Well, I think I´ll end here. Custumers.... I´ll write lates. Have a nice weekend, everyone ! :)

Hi !

Im bored ! Think I´m just going to write a little. Am at work, but there´s nothing to do today. My boss went home, so I´m alone... but that´s quite okay, I´m used to be working alone. Since my boss found out that I can take care of the store myself, he has left around noon every day. He actually talkes about me just taking over the store, running it, so that he can find himself something else to do (aka another job). That´s actually fine with me, but on the other hand, I dont want to commit to anything. We´ll just see what the time brings...

Yesterday I was SO tired when I came home after work. I made me something to eat, looked at the local news and then I went to buy a magazine with my mother. One for her and one for me. We also bought us a "bogstavjagt-seddel" each, which is a kind of lottery. Then we went home, she made some hot chocholade and we sat in the livingroomwith the fire turned on. It was really cosy. I love my mum. About 22-o-clock, I went out. Had to get some fresh air. I ran about 9 KM. I just love running. It sounds crazy, but it really makes me relax and clear my mind. It´s like a kind of meditation for me. I step out of everything that is called time and space, and just run... Just me, in my very own head. And when I start to get tired, I slowly come "down to earth again", and I stopp. So when I came home, I took a shower, ate something and went to bed to read the magazin I got from my mum. Talked to Pól Esper earlier that evening. He wanted to come and visit me, but I asked him to wait till today. I just wanted to relax and be alone for a while. I need some time a lone sometimes. I don´t know why..

Well, have to go now... I´ll write again later. Byee

I am just so happy... I think I´ll make it this time :) Stop smoking, that is. Started when I was like 12, didn´t smoke much at that time, but as I started to go out more and go to parties and drink etc., I also started smoking more. But I havn´t been smoking for 3 months now, except for the 2 siggarets 8 days ago during a party. But I have been using Nicotinell-gum for a long time now, and I got really addicded to it. So now I have decided to stop chewing the nicotinell-gum. I have to get out of my nicotin-abuse NOW! And for 2 days now, I havn´t been using it. The first day was terrible..or I was terrible. My mood was...undescribeble. I was really agressive and irritated on everything and everyone. But yesterday, it started to get better... had a terrible headace tonight tough, and I woke up 3 times because I needed some nikotin. But I made it, and didn´t take any. And I think the headace is getting better now. I just want to get my good habbits back and trow my bad ones out. I am 20 years old, and I can´t stand the thought of me not being in control of myself - my body and my life. I do NOT want to be addicted to anything, especially not something as stupid as nikotin. It´s just stupid! And as long as I am using it, I FEEL stupid. Well, I am on my way... hope I can do it...or, I know I can do it. I WILL do it!!

... I have been much to lazy with updating my livejournal. But here goes:

Actually, many things have happent since my last update. I am still here in the Faroe Islands. The reason why I moved back here (or one of the reasons) was that I was supposed to have a knee-surgery here in November. So on November 7th, I went to see the doctor, who was supposed to do the surgery, and now he said that it was not possible to to the surgery here in the Faroe Islands... so he´s going to send me to Denmark to do it. So, now I have to wait - AGAIN. It will probobly been 2-3 months untill I can get it fixed then, and that really really irritates me, because it is just very difficult to make any plans, when I don´t know anything for sure :/

But I got a new Job. Regin (the ovner of Pizzakjallarin) called me, and offered me a job in Pizzakjallarin, which I said yes to. So I have been there for one week. But before he called me, asked for a job in a resturant and in a photoshop, and they have called me back from both placed to tell me that I have got the job. So I have decided to change my job to the one in the Photoshop which is called Photocare. I have been there 3 times now, and I really like it. It´s just really fun and exciting, because I am really interested in pictures and taking/making them. So I have been at work in Pizzakjallarin tonight and last night, and then I have to work on monday as well, and then I am done there. Regin tried to ask me more money (1000 dkr. pr. night, which is actually very very good), and I have said that I will think about it.... but I have already made up my mind, that I will take the job at Photocare. I want a job that I find interested.

Well, tomorrow I will go to work at photocare in the morning and at Café NAtúr from 15-19. Pól Esper and his brother have been playing there tonight and they are going to play there again tomorrow. So I think that I will stay there and listen to them. They have their own little band, and play quite often at different places, to that is just nice.

Me and Pól Esper are still going strong. I am just so in love with him. He´s the best. He is such a nice person and has the cleanest heart. He never says anything bad about anyone and is always happy. And then he´s fun, clever and has a great personality. I am lucky :D
And this saturday, he actually told me that he loves me :D:D:D Isn´t that cute ? At first, I didn´t really know what to say, because I NEVER use those words, except if I really really meen it. But I know I love him, so I said that I love him to. And I really do !!! On saturday, he´s taking me to a Galla-party in Runavík, as his Gymnastic-Club is having its 40th year aniversery (don´t really know how to spell it). So I am really looking forward to that, and I know that he is looking forward to it as well :D
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And on November the 12th, I turned 20 years old. Oh my god... Can it be ? Me ? 20 ? Already ? Well, in a way, it is very nice..... I think I have tried all the things I wantet to try during my teenageyears.... Ohhh my god I have done many stupid things, hehehe. Oh jeah... I enjoyed my teenage years. And I reallly feel that I am "getting down on earth" now, so its quite nice to be 20, so that it is "okay" to be a bit more "calm" then when you are 17,hehe. And luckily, most of my friends feel the same way. And now when I think about it, we actually do whole different things when we (my friends) are togeather now, that we used to do before. We talk about whole other things, and it is really fun - just in another way.

Well, I am getting tired now... So I think that I will stop writing now. But I WILL try to update more often. For my own sake, because I really like to write here...Or anywhere actually. I find it very realaxing and releasing :D

So goodnight ya´ll.....

-Valborg

Hiii !

Been a while since I wrote here, but I have just been very busy lately. One week ago, I came back to the Faroe Islands, my home contry. I have moved back in with my parents, which is actually quite okay, because I have the whole basement for myself (we have a big house,hehe). It is just SO nice to be back. I was so happy to be with Poul Esper again, and to see all my friends again. And they were just as happy to see me, so that was just great. It was a kind of "surprice" to everyone when I came home, because I hadn´t told anyone, except my parents. And since I came home, I feel like I get so much more out of the day...probably because I now am AWAKE during the day (I used to work nightshifts at the hotel). I am out every evening, eighter at friends, or we go to Café´s, downtown, the moll e.t.c. And it is just great. And I have been at Pól Esper´s place in Skálabotnur... Oh my good, it is just in the middle of nowhere,hehe. But it is charming in its own way tough... Very very small and quiet. I also meet his younger brother which seems very nice - just as Pól Esper. Oh, I am just so happy that I have meet him. We really connect I think, and that is just so great!

Today it is really stormy weather outside. So I have just been inside, eating chocholate and candy... Nice breakfast, eh? But I think I will go downtown in a moment. "Look in the stores",hehe...I will also go down to Yndi fitness to work out later I think.

Well, I just write more later... dont know so much else to say right now. C-yah!

Hi everyone!
Yeah, so I have decided to write on English, as some of my friends don´t understand Faroese :o)

So, here I am again... Sitting in the lobby at the hotel. I am at work, but it´s night, and not much to do. I have baked some bread, and I am going to bake bolls later (hm, is it actually called bolls ? :D). Rebecca is lying on the couch. She fell to sleep as we were watching Melroce Place. Hehe, a good example on how boring it can be here at nights; watching Beverly Hills 90210 and Melroce Place :D

So what did I do today? Well, it has been a quite relaxing day, actually. Woke up at about 16:30. The weather was fantastic, so I went out for a run. Jonna talked about some road down at the sea, where her sister´s boyfriend used to run, when he was here in Iceland. So, I ran down there; And it was a VERY nice run-rute: I ran all the way out the lighthouse Grótta, which is one of my favorite places here in Iceland. Actually, it is mine and Pól Esper´s special place, so of cource, I thought about him, as I was sitting there for a while, catching my breath and streching out a bit. And God it was a beautiful sight, as the sun was setting at that time. And as mentioned before, the air is really cold now and the winther is stillfully sneaking into the Autumn



Well, when I got home, I took a shower and made me something to eat. Then I just lie in the bed and watched some TV for a while, before I had to go to work. Oh jeah, I went over to 10-11 (a store near by my place), and guess who I saw there? Hanna Kristin.. the woman I was living with, when I came over to Iceland as au-pair. But I didn´t know how to react: should I go over and say "hi"? Or should I just ignore her ? But then I come to think, how she had treated me, and smiled, because on the outside, she is pretending to have total control on her life, when in reality, she is confused, unhappy, feels bad about her self and is trying to hide it from everyone (believe me, I know.. I lived with this woman). So I decided to just be neutral... I would not go over and say Hi to her, but if she came to we, I would be friendly. But she didn´t... she looked me in the eyes, looked down and walked out of the store, as fast as she could. Didn´t even buy anything... Guess that is a reaction to bad counciouss, right?

Well, anyway, as I walked over to the Hotel, Björg called and asked, if she could see my apartment. She is thinking about renting it, when I move home to the Faroe Island. And she really liked it, so I will call the ovner tomorrow or something, and say, that I know someone who is intrestead :)

And now I am at work... as I said, I am going to bake that balls, so... see you later :)

Love snowflakes.... I find them so beautiful. Og júst sum við okkum menniskjum, so finnast ikki 2 eins... Wauw!